Sonnet 116

Love and caring ruins you. This fact - it is liberating. To do what feels good. Drinking. Feeding. Sex. Crazy. Love is a ruthless game unless you play it good and right.


TAYLOR SWIFT YOU ARE SPEAKING TO MY SOUL.

Once again I am finding myself in this situation. This is me, my issue. It has to be. Where it came from, that I do not know. I have once more put myself into a situation where I am 'in love' with someone unattainable.

How to fix this: no idea. There is no possibility of removing this person from my life. And I see them in an everyday sort of capacity. The tried and true method of "Grow up and get the Fuck over it" comes to mind.

Ya. Ya this one I'm gonna do.

So - Currently Focusing:

On not thinking about this person.
About being happier with me.
About future plans and the awesomeness of them.
About possibilities for the future.

I do love this person - and that is beautiful. But it's not going to happen - and that is reality.